too distracted to do my work, so here am i blogging again.
this whole week's been shitty. and i feel i'm drifting again.
mind cant whirl around fast enough.
1 more essay to go, 3000 and counting backwards.

things you might not know about me:

i hate being alone - but also that being alone becomes less lonely when your single with no attachment, but when your with someone, your mind keeps turning that way.

i dislike people who promise one thing and never carry it out.
For the last time, if i say i want it nulled, i want it nulled. stop avoiding the question. if what Riche says is true, it doesnt matter if i stay because you who condemn people are not worth any compliments.
So wat if B. B thinks i dun write well enough, so what if you say tt there's no chance in hell anyone would offer me a writing contract again. screw you. i just want out, even if no one else wants my songs. just because you cant tell the difference between pure emotions and professionalism.

your just superficial and that pisses me off.

ARGH.
and... one more thing.
i dislike, myself.
for not being as understanding as i would like to be.

and you.
why are you so sweet to me? i dun deserve it really.