time now ticks quickly.
went to smith todae, got myself a nice nike thermal vest.
baby blue,
just the way i like it.
dinner at boba.
ate nasi lemak w curry and chai tao quay.

not in the best of moods lately.
sick and out. washed out rather.
weary now.
trying to be positive about everything,
my laughs, my smiles have diminished.
falling back in routine,
a nasty feeling ttz returning to tear me.

i want to talk to you face to face.
that you can see me for who i am
that you will know that i can feel and i'm can hurt.
but then its part of the phase.
you know it, as i do.
something pls. i'm trying.

even if i were to tell you how much i truly felt,
can you feel it?
can you understand?

you who are so impt to me.
you want to be free, thats what you have.
maybe its just me and my sentimentality.
maybe its just me once again.

i'ii leave you alone,
concentrating on what you want to do,
because i know you never want to lose, never want to fall short of that goal you set.
and i wish you all the best, and all my love.

on a more pleasant note,
things will get better soon.
with the band forming and playing for the first time.
and the trip thats going to happen soon.
it'ii get better,
even if your not here.
when i need you,
although i'm alwaz here when you need me.
just ask, tell me.