Big fools we all are, when it comes to love.
all blinded by things that are so clear to see,
where even if love is painful,
we stick up for what we believe even when its wrong.
For it is as it always was,
maybe somethings are better unquestioned,
unheard and unanswered,
as when you actually get down to it,
and discover what there should be,
you realize it was never worth it,
neither your time, effort, or love.
the person in question only wants you there,
because you were simply there at that time, in that space.

Once things get better,
be it money, vanity, career and affairs,
your a washed out dishrag,
left to dry out in the sun, wasted.

Until realization hits you,
and determination no longer eludes,
maybe things will finally get better.
Freedom can be sought for by both sides,
he can pursue what he wants,
and you can stop feeling empty.

Love which was there might finally be dealt with,
and no longer put aside with, i'm sorry, i dont want to think...

It's not you, its just me.