its been a horrid past few days. the fact tt i'm in singapore and preparing to leave this tues doesnt make things better. the worse part is, my flipping laptop tt landed on the floor had ended in a miserable expensive lesson. a lesson that's worth almost half of its value. 1200 bucks. horrors of horror...

i can barely afford to upkeep myself, with my spendthrift ways...but reallie, this has got to be the ultimate. it doesnt help that i have to take it upon myself the blame of everything tt i have or have not done...the worse part would be tt, being not in sydney at the moment...makes me feel all the more horrid. A horrid horrid person.

leaving soon, and i feel a little empty inside. spending the past 21 days had zapped all my 300 bucks and more...though it never ceases to amaze me where the constant cash comes in frm.

recollecting the past few days events, it really makes me wonder how it all happed so fast in a whirlpool of a moment. one minute i was happily wondering why my laptop could not on, probably caused by a malfunction. the worse thing had been that my bf had kept it from me tt he had flipped my floppy laptop on the floor straight from the bed. the height of probably 80 cm or 1 metre...or maybe i'm exaggerating as i stare at the crime scene...it reallie looks more like 1.2m now...

maybe it is indeed a lesson. a good and rich lesson. a lesson on my part where my biggest sacrifice would be the lack of money. the lack of money to buy my cosmetics and clothings.