Whew...at least that's solved.
L ah, let nature take its course.
i'm sure you'll find a guy v soon.
better, nicer, everything plus plus.
in fact, i'ii help you look.
^^
its...er, i'ii call it infatuation. hehe.
its prob just your bible that you miss.
and because i was there.
-_-
dun worry.
i'm still here.
just no more tantrums k?
*muacks*

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right now, i myself do not know wat i'm feeling.
blank and floating.
fading gradually into the still background of a puppeteer.
the shadows of manipulation.
hiding in the dark,
waiting for a chance to run and break free.


" i'm here, just like i said.
though its breaking every rule i ever made.
my racing heart, is still the same.
why do i make it strong to break it once again.
and i'ii love to say i do,
give everything to you.
but i can never now be true,
so i say:

i think i better leave right now,
before i fall any deeper.
i think i better leave right now,
getting weaker weaker.
...."