been a long weekend and a long few days lapsing into the week. met up w B but, well...let's just put it, it was an uncomfortable one. things were perfectly fine when we signed the contract and stuff but then, when the next day came, it just got... weird. Went in the afrvo to his office, and after we finished the raw demo version, we sat down to "talk", although on my part there didnt seem much to talk about. Had to grab a panadol at that pt of time, so i made my way out.

celebrated K and tart's birthday at one go with the meanie gang, and well... i have to say, for such a posh japanese place and pan pac, it was well worth the money we spent. ^^ the ambience was perfect to a crisp, with the authentic looking japanese koi fish pond and the long serene walk into a japanese-look-alike house... it was perfect. Then came the smses and calls. seriously B, until the pt that you can make up your mind w your gf, whom you claim would be dealt with permanently in a couple of days, you should not have even a flicker of affection change. i despise such guys for the sole reason that you cant stand to be w one gerl for the rest of your life, or maybe when your indecisive at that pt of time, you seek solace in someone else.

i trust your gerl is great if not you would never fly so often to the states, but for us, it has only topics under frenz and family like what we talked about yest. ^^ but anyhow, dun worry bout your trip cause i'm sure you'ii wow her family and nothing, not a tide or anything would hit sunny california. -_- you are such a worrying wuss.

back to other things, i reckon that, maybe L is right, why is it when i'm looking for jobs, we have to stick together, thus giving up so many others in the process. in fact, we seem to be acting like we're in love rather then anything else. -_- quite scary a thought though, i really like you too. but, for now, i would like to spend lots of time with you, for the sole reason that i like your company, except at times when you turn whinny. haha... [really cant stand that]
i know my mood affects the people whom i'm around, so this year round, i'm just going to be happy happy happy. which as i've collated, i have accomplished to a bare minimal since the start of 2005.

anyway, all these aside, anyone on for KL backpacking or beach volley anywhere soon?

love is like a blissful feeling, when you think of the one you love, a smile lights on your face.

mood now - solemn and rational.