men puzzle me. they really do. why can they be so frivolous and loyal at the same time? which is the right face? the one they put forward or the one we have to know through closer contact? even then, can we be sure if thats the right one?

for now, all i want is to know the one i love, tell me back and assure me bout all that. i dont want to know how he wld choose to chase someone else when he has enuff cash, or when he feels like it, esp when he feels our relationship is dry.

i dunno. its too complicated.

maybe i should have been a boy.