ok ok. the realization that i'm permanently screwed hasnt come easy for me. This last min rushing of my hw shld stop. like i put it...should, which is a very relative word...should stop. Have yet another assignment to slog through due mon at 5pm. The dateline, half the time could have been reached, quite early, minus all the usual bitching and slacking...

later, i'ii have to go church, though seriously, i do enjoy going to listen and be inspired by the songs sang, it really isnt a good time...today. Tmw...tmw...tmw...wat if tmw never comes?

had one of those weird dejavu dreams yesterday, as screwy as it was, it seemed frighteningly real. too real for comfort in fact. i'm sure you must have had one of those dreams where the everyday things that flood ur consciousness come to life in your dreams. not too good i figured. Had an interesting talk with the piano tuner yest, which led to the introduction of two piano teachers to us, one of a classical, the other of a pop nature. S G, the piano tuner was everything i would not have expected, judging from the way he addressed me through the phone, (which was partly my fault for not having heard his knock knock knocking at the door). On the phone he was Mrs Tinkles(movie: Teaching mrs tinkles- if the spelling is wrong, go figure)= I DONT CARE, THATS YOUR PROBLEM, IF YOUR ROOMIE'S NOT ARD, SHE SHLD HAVE AT LEAST MADE SURE... stuff that really dampen pple's day...
In person, he was a changed man, unlike before= no worries, its ok, cheers... i mean, do first impressions really play such a big role in life?

G had a fren over, a neighbour rather, picked up at the tram stop across the road. Well...he reminded me of J, frm trinity, the classic poised nerd, upper class, noe it all snob. Yet, he didnt really come across as a snob. but the nerd part stuck out pretty well. Maybe it was the upbringing, maybe it was his personality, in this case nuture and nature really screwed it up well didnt it?
For all that he signified, he was our neighbour, a good neighbour, a neighbour who wld help check and walk bugger when we're back in sg, a neighbour who cares and "likes" G, hehe...his nice, seriously,...i'm just being a bitch about things.

Then comes the interesting bit, first impressions really do count. hehe...pooh came up with this whole full-frontal attack tactic that he launched on poor defenceless M, the neighbour at 196. high blows, low blows- no restrictions, no referee que cards. Really. his part of the meanie's grp, true and true. cheerios.

yest was the best pre-21st birthdae i ever had. after 1/4 of a plate of delicious pasta( made by chef - kenn and stef), i was full, bloated to the core, bloated beyond recognition. Or rather, the burnt throat prevented me from eating much, aiding my new diet program: dont eat to lose MORE weight. Anywayz, the guys came over as usual, me having to run several more times, first to coles, then to vid ezy, then to the tram stop, then back home, then back to the tram stop then home. Exercise was never my forte really, though i try, for somepple's sake...and of coz, my own health's sake. Erhem.

The night was fab, everyone was merry,talking loudly (hmm..maybe i was the one but...who cares), STUFFING THEMSELVES SILLY, enjoying the great company i provided...erhem.hehe... and, everything worked out fine...well almost everything... minus the soggy rice, the almost too dry charsiew, which they all proclaimed fab...(HEY: my debt for bad cooking has entered a new phase, taken on a new slab in history, rite guys?). hehe...well... i'm trying to be modest now...

everything else went perfect, just as planned, rather alittle off schedule, but just perfect. Provided my usual services after the party, while everyone relaxed, (massaging...wat are u thinking??), FOC of coz, then tart did her little sappy nite version of my LOVE SONGS book, well...we were merry as can be.
Cheerios to u guyz, u made my day, and must continue to make my days. havent felt so upbeat in ages... really.

Friends are the most important things to me,
lying would never come to place,
coz there's more treasures in truth then in betrayal,
in this relationship,
true love is found in devotion and loyalty,
you guys made my days bright,
and i hope i'ii be ur shining light.

Many times when i felt down and out,
you guys lifted me beyond myself,
cheered me up even when i raged,
when i lashed out insensitively at everything living thing.
There are but 4 words i can say,

K(k) Knowing you guys was the best thing tt happened to me here,
S(s) Stupid things that we have done all seem so comical now,
M(me) Many times i have but thought how inferior i am to others,
L(L) Little do i noe, that all u guys have been my pride and joy.

To the 4 meaniest softiest in trinty and in melb uni:
this might sound corny as everything i do might seem,
but truly, and surely, u guys mean the world to me.
-azure "friends til eternity"