my new obsession lately,
Jay...
the reason y suddenly he has become the centre of all my attention,
was becoz i had a dream abt him
and before ur mind wanders off...*tsk tsk*
i dreamt tt he was everything i wanted in a guy,
charming, good to me, romantic...
he practically swept me off my feet *gasp*
and took my breathe away.
now i understand y PCB likes him so much.


and yet, i like him for a diff reason,
becoz he is the kinda guy i wld like to be w,
and yet in reality it wld never happen.
becoz i never wan to put myself in such a position,
where my bf wld be so popular,
tt seeing him is as painful as not seeing him.


imagine,
seeing ur bf being touched and hugged by millions of women,
and you,
being disliked by women who are his fans,
certainly, that isnt a good feeling.
but the truth be said,
i wld never have a bf like him, becoz he is too good for me anyway.
but the dream reallie made me think again.
wat isit i want in life?
or wat do i want out of a relationship?


therez alot to life then merely living dae to dae,
and me being so far frm sg has its ups and downs,
but i'm still holding on, really trying
=)


for all the love in the world,
no one can take away what you have in your heart,
what you truly believe,
your memories and past loves.
treasure your present,
and believe tt you can do more then what you presently give.



I BELIEVE in YOu and Me...