have you tasted wat loneliness feels like?
its bitter and sour all in the same mixture.
just like medicine, you know it taste horrible,
and yet you have to take it,
because it makes you stronger.


contemplating what i should be doing right now.
studying? doing my media essay?
i've been up all nite, without so much as 40 winks.
and yet, here i am, back at my desk,
typing in my blogger...
i'm a sucker...
a sucker for pain...


i've approximately 55 minutes or so to get to the docs
and to let him have a look at wat is wrong w me.
sorry doc,
its in the heart,
i have a heart diease,
something you cant cure.
but maybe i'ii get better on my own.
just maybe, things will take a turn for good.


R's gona penalize a mark for everydae ur late for the essay...
wish i was more hardworkin and did it long long ago.
and yet therez alwaz more hw,
never ending i can tell u
and our exams are in like 9 daes.
not feeling too good at all.
not one bit.


personally,
i wish all this crap was over.
7 mths have come and gone,
and here i am at the end of it,
and i'm not studying but being all nana abt it,
shame on me...


on a happier note,
at least now i think i'm more geared up for exams.
i stayed up the whole nite, which means i prob be able to do it again.
but no body reallie cares, do they?
i believe i'm on a depression streak,
coz it seems pretty bleak frm my side,
i wonder how is it frm urs?
better i hope,
if not, we'ii prob be on the cover of tmw's the herald sun...
"international student, stressed out, goes ard biting pple"


isnt life sweet?