blogging makes me feel better,
esp when i feel all clogged up inside.
like choked...cant breathe...
and i noe i have to let it out.
maybe thatz y my blog alwaz sounds pathetic,
coz itz a means of letting go and being...UN fustrated.
thatz the way it is...
letting steam off...
through expressing how i feel bcoz i cant do it in words.
at least not v well..


and often, body lang doesn come off too well...
reallie, i wish i cld be one of those fantastic pple who can give a speech wout feeling shy...
or look someone deep in the eye when ur toking...
i can try,
but it seems too painful.
ay ay...
woe be me...


i'm feeling jus alrite now,
still sleepy though...
counting down til i have to see the doc,
maybe i'ii get started on my media.
before, R strangles the hell out of me.
*erp*


sigh...still no reply.
wat the hell...
=)