todae i had one of those reallie long naps...
been a long time b4 i slept so long..
lookin 4ward to oct 23, sighsy.
seems like eternality and yet time flies so fast.


dont every1 agree that we have no life?
with our exams ard the corner and every1
tryin to rush projects and not stuffin info into our brains...
it reallie seem hard to lead a full life.
presently,
the thought of handin up my seneca essay and EnD and my studies...
reallie reallie make me wana puke...
*bleah*
mayb god wld be so kind,
and strike all our teachers w epidemia...
but that wldnt be too nice...or wld it?
hiak hiak...
wat they dun noe yet wldnt hurt them rite...

on the subject o seneca,
i wld conclud that my hoi teacher, C, reallie is a sweet old lady..
and yet, sometimes we treat her like the welcome carpet at our door...
steppin all over her, and wiping our feet into her face..
man...
there was one time we had hoi lect and we jus bought stuff to eat..
unknown to us itz against the class rules...(or did we noe?)
anyway...all she said was..."i have bad eyesight" so....
we continued eating...
citing a good eg of our indecency was when we, the beanie gang,
sitting happily in the frnt row...
openly passed papers to and fro w stuff written on them...
and me " never being too discreet" jus stuffed the paper back into S lap after writing...
then gettin back into the pretence and actin of lookin innocently atr her, pretendin to copy stuff...
she reallie is a carpet...an antique, well-used one...


received a letter todae,
the card inside was for my 21st birthdae...
but i'm only 20


as a woman, i dun appreciate this sudden increase in number of my birthdae..
i still wana be young..
anyway, s n I, we began toking abt beds.
wat kinda bed wld u get?
i figured i like those metal high ones w ladderz. thatz real nice.
however, like s saes, it seems ridiculous to be usin ladderz when ur way into ur 20s..
but heck, i'm only 20...
besides who saez i wld be marrying anywhere near...
anyway, inorder to get married, there must be some1 to be married to.



this reminds me of the movie "muriel's wedding".
do all women finally wana to be married?
is it an aim in life or jus a natural occurance?
seems quite funny when muriel makes it out as a goal in life.
btw, muriel's my mom's name...
the farniest thing abt the movie was the madcap comedy
where she struggles in her desperation to become a somebody,by becoming a MRS so and so.
life just isnt like that...


if life was jus abt marryin, settlin down and having kids, i wld think u might as well go hit a wall...
e beauty of life is that we jus simply have to go on w our lives...
complaining, cursing...wishing for more,
but ttz wat make life...life...
you cant force it to be wat u wan...
you cant change it...
jus go w the flow, and everything wld be jus alrite...
*sit up and smell the coffee*