have you ever woke up wondering wat in the world you want?
basically i dun reallie noe
one dae i feel i am on top of the world,
the next, i'm in the dumps, waddling in shit.
wat the heck.
life suxz, fool-stop.
sometimes i think o all the better times yet to come, and all the good times that have already passed.
then i think, wat the heck, was it all worth it?
or shld i just curl up into my warm bed and sleep again?
seems more likely that way...
*yawn*
all this cock and bull crap...sighsy, the world reallie isnt a too fab place.
my bed is my only assurance and safety net.

got a mouse todae,..shez realie pretty, and i wana call her hope or faith,
but then i thought again....maybe xiao yang wld be better...irony of it all
shez ebony black...

the saeing that beauty is in the eye of the beholder seems true...
sometimes i reallie wana dig a hole and hid my head in it
but i cant, got to get my big butt out into the world and show my ugly face.
wat the crap...my esteem was never too high anyway...

dun wana study...wana bum ard, feel like hurling up...
2 word saes all,...sucker pucker...

alwaz therez so many dreams i wana pursue...
be a teacher...
which was dashed after 7 yrs of unworldly, perverted torture frm an undisclosed source, known as the psychopath...
then i wanted to be a lawyer...
but that went out the window when i dint do well..
sighsy...
now i just wana be a reporter so i can travel the world, back pack...
coollll like hell