That particular poem was sent to me by a good fren, C.
You who i cherish and hold true, although sometimes my own barriers consume me.
those that i put up in defence,
those that surround me because i never let them down.

even until now,
i still hold my belief that with sincerity, with love, mountains can be moved.
things can change not because you want them to, but because those whom you touch would change for you.

its a little idealistic, but for now thats all i can do.
not hope but rather to enjoy whatever time i have,
because time is not what is leftover,
but an ongoing thing that would not exhaust til i breathe my last.

hoping to get a good internship next year,
and to secure a job, no matter how minute in status it would be.
exams are coming and work is crushing.

had an enjoyable ball last friday,
although i must say having one on a cruise was the first i ever experienced.
met two new friends and old friends.
its when you think people dont care, that you realize they do.
if you can open that tattered heart of yours to look, to receive.

feel horrid for my continuous absence on fris.
i know its my own fault because i had choices and i chose not to go.
1 minute a day, i'ii do that.
just because i know you would only want me to get stronger,
and not crumble under pressure.

had someone comment on me.
free-spirited.
doing as i please.
the confidence and craziness to do anything i want.
i hold true to the second one, just because it makes me happy.
to eat as much as i want, just because i didnt want the waiter to keep carrying so much food around (or so i say),
to be spontaneous because it makes the people around me laugh.

soon i'ii be out of school and on with my life.
until then, i hope with all my heart that i'ii enjoy this phase.
more and more with time passed.