is it possible to fall in love with someone while your miles and miles apart?
when you've only met that special someone, once?

even when you thought you had offended him long ago, and was pleasantly surprised with a hello eons later?

maybe i've grown fonder of myself to let me go.
maybe i've grown up more with experience and wisdom (not from a mere tooth),
maybe i've grown fonder of you.


still caught in limbo at present.
lots of dreams i want to start and go on with.
not willing to give up everything for someone over again, not because i cannot love,
but because i dont want to be hurt again.

how can you open up, without being hurt?


"when the darkness were to cloud your mind,
look up not in wonder,
because there are brilliant shades of colour,
that would guide and light your life.

Sing out loud your fears and desires,
just so no body can mistake you for someone who doesnt care.
Voice out all the wants that hides,
in the depths of a withered soul,
tainted with the tears of a fallen lover.
No more alone,
with him walking beside you,
where distance only shortens with knowledge,
and feelings binds the seeking heart.

Now you see that it was no trouble,
so sit back and relax,
watch the unravelling show,
not of freaks and circus acts,
but rather, the orchestra from deep inside one's being."



-For now.
I'II open up my heart and see what the future holds.
Pray tell not what it would be,
because you'ii never know.