its been a long and trying month. but i've survived.
wish it hadnt been that hard.
on how many occasions, i hardened my heart.
how many times i told myself, you didnt matter.
but now.
i'm lost once again.

in this whirlwind relationship,
what is it you want from me?
tell me now.
is this going to last a long time,
or is it cause your losing the one that treated you truly?

are these the words you want to say to me?

That nite at ECP, i had made up my mind. for better or worse.

"still feels like the first nite together,
feels like the first kiss,
its getting better baby...
still holding on, your still the one.
first time our eyes met,
same feeling i get,
only feels much stronger,
wana love you longer.
you still turn the fire on.

so if your feeling lonely...
your the only one i ever wan.
only want to make it good,
so if i love you,
alittle more than i should.

Please forgive me,
i noe not wat i do.
i cant stop loving you.
dont deny me, this pain i'm going through.
please believe every word i say is true..."

-Bryan Adam - please forgive me.