everytime i listen to this song "wen rou", i think of your tenderness.
and i used to cry to it, because of the meaning that seems so apt at that time.
now i hear and reminisce in the happy memories we had.
no more unhappiness, just an acceptance, that now i'ii move on.


the one i love should never break my heart, or keep falling for someone else.
the warmth and love we had that has now disappeared for the sole reason that you want more.
and as that is not enough, then your just a bastard who never understands the meaning of love,
until all is said and done, lost and cast away.

This isnt an audition for the role of your wife,
but rather because two people fell in love and want to stay by each other's side.

for now, its just fun, parties and studies.
family, friends and happiness.

my love that was a crimson red, passionate in believing positively,
has turned an ugly grey,
shaded with mortality.

actually, i should thank you, where without your help i would never have been shaken awake.
i didnt dare say what i feel anymore, just so you would get off my case and stop blaming me for making you less keen to want me back.
but, then again, why should i want you back?
i'm having a ball of a time by myself.

on another note,
the time we spent together was tedious in melb, but it was a test.
a simple test really, to find out if we could in fact be together.
but when all's over, no sincere effort to revive, only a philandering heart.



do not use your words to make me sway, jerking me in all directions like a silly ragged doll.

i need you to come to your senses that,
i'm not that silly gullible person i was years ago.
my devotion has turned into something dark.
my agony has turned ito something bright.
now. "i will set you free"- wo gei ni zhi you.

go now.